so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

guess i'll have to rename this blog from now. it won't be called 'old' anymore, probably. more like 'for my eyes only'.

yes, a true, online diary. well because no one will ever be able to access this page, of course, with the exception of me, seeing as how it's always redirected. how weird, this is where the real me resides, people stay here for probably a second, and get redirected away. how sad for them.

ali is being such an ass, but yes, like i've told jasmine, i'll never call him 'black man'. well only because this IS singapore, racists get stoned to death in singapore. blah.

I AM A COWARD, so are you.

ali decided that he's going to weasel out of the apology as long as he can, so so am i. yes, looking back, i regret sending that email to the principal, but then again, THE PRINCIPAL DOESN'T FCUKING CARE. i guess she's too busy with stuff like the chinese orchestra volunteering ushers for some international CO concert thing, to bother with such a 'trivial' matter.

trivial my ass.

-

on another note, serena is kind of getting on my nerves. i do NOT appreciate people judging me for who i am, i'll do it MY way, thank you very much. if i want your opinion, i'll ask. if not, shut up. you do not get the right to criticise me, just because you think that you are a 'good' friend of mine.

fakeness detected, FUCK OFF.
(yes, i am not going to hold back in this blog.)

-

why can't i really find a good friend in the whole fcuking school whom i can really talk to about things like this.

life just gets worse.
09:45